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Hatred that's done pretending it's just annoyed.

means A deep, visceral disgust or hatred toward someone or something.

from From Old English 'lað' (hateful, hostile), the same root that gave us 'loath' (reluctant, unwilling). The sense darkened over time — what started as simple hostility or unwillingness curdled into something closer to revulsion, the feeling of not being able to stomach a thing.

etymology
from old english loathian, to hate
intensity
disgust plus contempt, slow-cooked
famous pairing
fear and loathing, never fear alone
body signal
often felt as revulsion, not anger
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