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The gap between the you you perform and the you you suspect is real.

means The state of falling short of what's needed or expected — a lack of sufficiency, especially felt as a flaw in oneself.

from From Latin inadaequatus — 'in-' (not) plus 'adaequatus,' past participle of adaequare, 'to make equal,' itself built from ad- (to) and aequus (equal, level — the root that also gives us 'equal' and 'equity'). So at its core the word is purely mathematical: a thing not made equal to the measure it's held against. English borrowed it in that dry, technical sense before the feeling crept in — the word spent centuries describing insufficient supplies or evidence before it started describing people, at which point 'not equal to the task' quietly became 'not equal to oneself.'

origin
from latin adaequare, to make equal
sneaky trait
grows stronger the more you achieve
favorite habitat
comparison, especially the scrolling kind
cure attempted
usually more achievement, rarely works
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